The Belief of Expectancy

We often go through life
With a certain level of expectancy
And I expected this moment to always be next to me
But it was jaded and it slowly faded....AWAY
To the point of none existence
Could it be because of pure persistence
But is that even possible?
For me to think in an ideological...WAY
What's the point when you ignore the confirmation?
Usually that happens when there is a certain form of temptation
That we give in to that often leaves a blank reservation
In our HEARTS AND MIND
And there we find and realize that we were lost
And you have to start all over again
So we do whatever is needed to get help
Because we understand that it doesn't take much to almost lose yourself
All because of the BELIEF OF AN EXPECTATION
That leads to a FORM OF TEMPTATION
Which ultimately LEAVES A BLANK RESERVATION!